tagged

5 things found in my room (but i think this is such a DUHH question -_- i mean, which 5 do i list? normal 5, or weird 5?)
- clothes clothes clothes
- guitar
- MORTEIN (cannot survive without)
- books books books
- laptop

5 things I've always wanted to do
- migrate to a foreign country
- learn a new language (like MANDARIN!! gawd. wo pu ta hui chiang hua yi -_-)
- LOSE WEIGHT and tone myself up. HAHAHAH.
- GROW TALLER!
- earn loadsa $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ to fund my shopping, food exploring, and bookssss

5 things found in my bag
- wallet
- phone
- rubbish (ie sweet wrappers, used reload coupons, receipts, bits of tissues.. bahhh..i'm a messy person)
- camera (occassionally, although i NEVER use it -_-)
- lip balm (occassionally)

5 things found in my wallet
- a few dollars. issit clear that i'm always broke??
- IC, student card, driving license..etc etc
- old receipts, used reload coupons, bla bla bla..yes..i have rubbish in my wallet too :P
- folded dollar notes from friends
- namecards

5 things I am currently into
- video streaming
- baking/making jelly..... :P
- sleeping
- omgawd my life really is THAT sad. i can't list anymore!!!

5 persons to be tagged
- whoever larrrr haha

that bloody confounding tooth

so my tooth ached again last night and if was the MOST PAINFUL toothache that i've ever had throughout my 19 years or so of life.
it was so darn painful, i gobbled down my painkillers and just lied down in bed and cuddled myself with tears streaming down my face.

gawd.

thank god for painkillers, the pain wore off after a tortuous excruciating half an hour later.

gawd.

delightfully, the pain wasn't there anymore when i woke up this morning but my gums are still swollen as hell although a lot better than the day before.

so it's back to the dentist tmr.
geezzz

i tell you
painkillers are a wonder!!
i felt like dr gregory house the whole of yesterday as i carried my pills everywhere and everytime i felt that pain coming back, i'd just swallow down a pill (with water of course. how in the world do ppl swallow pills WITHOUT water??).

i tell you, i am alive NOW ONLY BECAUSE OF THOSE PILLS MAN.
otherwise...
confirm mati redi.

and you know, speaking of toothaches, i think they're a wonder-punishment man.
the pain isn't just the same as like, say a papercut or a bike wound because those sorta pains are just..well biasa punya pain.
whereas the TOOTHACHE kinda pain, is a damn freakingly bloody ass annoying kinda pain.
it's the sort of pain where you CANNOT tahan and it just spoils your whole entire day because you CANNOT do ANYTHING at all with the pain.

it's not a burning kinda pain, or a pressure kinda pain, or a slit kinda pain.
it's an annoying pounding cold pain that if goes on for long enough, will give you an equally pounding headache.

and speakin of punishments, they should use toothaches as threats/punishments man.
like instead of putting ppl into cells for robbery and hanging them for murder or what not.....

just give them a toothache.

WITHOUT the painkillers of course.
and when u feel like it, you can crank up the pain factor.
confirm suffer like shit.

blarghhhhhhhh
i really really hope this tooth will stop giving me problems man
hopefully the dentist will solve it once and for all.
otherwise..
you can sign me in for the loony bin.

i need a hero for the pain, and a big fat burger for the hunger

what was planned to be one last lovely weekend with the boyfriend has only managed to turn out disastrously.
instead, here i am at home blogging with a bloody freaking toothache that's making me go bonkers along with an unfilled satiety!!! what the hell man..
I WANT FOOOOODDDDDDD!!!!!!!
what bloody useless luck.

see..

i had the final treatment of my 2nd-time-root-canaled tooth just yesterday afternoon, and come night, my tooth was aching like crap, which puts me back to square one - the reason why i even had a root canal done in the first place.

for those who don't know, root canal involves drilling the tooth, extracting all the nerves supplying that tooth and then filling it up with some sorta white subtance.

in my opinion, the only reason my treated tooth still hurts like crap is because the substance was filled up way too high above my teeth level. i found it really hard to eat and felt as if i could never really close the gap between my upper teeth and the bottom ones.
not only so, but because there's too much of that white substance thingamajigie, it's causing extra pressure on my tooth which isn't aided by my already inflammed gums!! and chomping on it doesn't help either!!!!

so

too much white thinige + chomping on food + inflammed gums + too much pressure =

A BLOODY FREAKING TOOTHACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARHHHHHH

and because my usual dentist is closed on sundays, i went to a new one just a few doors away.
he suggested crowning :S
which would mean extracting the old tooth, and sorta replacing it with a fake one.
gawd

first of all, i just spent what i think is a ridiculous amount of money on one stupid tooth.
now not only did that treatment not work, it's gonna cost me extra money.
dad says crowning would cost about a thousand bucks. WHAT THE HELL??!??

so the dentist suggested a "lowering" of the tooh + medications, and hopefully in these 3 days or so, the pain will go away.
if not..then..

it's back to the dentist again.

for now, it's loadsa pain killers and antibiotics for me along with porridge for the next few days.

what rubbish luck

last sunday here in kl oso cannot enjoy
what the babi luck lah

and if you knew me well enough, i would have CONFIRMed told you about how much i HATE HATE HATE HATE visiting the dentist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i've been visiting the dentist for 4 times now in the past 3 weeks!!
AHHHHHH

someone is testing me man..
someone is justtttt testing me

on another HAPPIER but bitter note, rambo 4 wasn't too bad.......

if you can stand graphic scenes lah.
LMAO

rotten corpses, bits of heads blown off at least a couple of times, stabbing, bombing of body parts, chopping of limbs, screaming, lalalallalal...you get the picture.
gory + scenic.
what mann

and old mister stallone doesn't say more than...10? 20? words in the whole entire movie.
he just...sulks and pouts. biasalah kan?

the storyline was basic..not twist no nuts, so it's pretty simple to understand.
acting was ok lah..

there were also loadsa "OMGAWD SO KESIAN!!!" scenes and a lot of "&((*&%#$!!%$^%&^*&*^%!!!!! OMGAWD THAT MUTHA-DONKEY-KONG-FREAK!!!!!" scenes.

and if you were wondering, there was only one ok-leng chai throughout the movie (goes by the nick schoolboy) and if you prefer the porn-looking kinda guys, you always have stallone.

ok lah. actually i should give him some credit.
he's 60+ and he's still able to walk let alone run and jump/???!?!?!?!
not bad, eh?
heh

btw, based on what i've heard, cloverfield isn't very fit for the... eh... uh.. wobbly-minded. if you get what i mean. LOL

there's a notice at the ticket counter that says that cloverfield is known to cause extreme dizziness in some individuals and that GSC is not responsible for any sickness caused afterwards.
:S

ok now i'm intrigued.

must...
go....
watchhhhhhhhhhhh

and i've a thing for stupid movies too.
so that would put meet the spartans on my "to watch list"

holidays are ending soon though.
boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

it's really weird..

it's really weird how i have 700 ++ posts in the old blog at suwen-screams in an accumulation of almost 2 years

and i only have less than 20 posts in this new blog -_-

oh well

i came home yesterday at 2.30 am only to get into battle with a bloody moth.
i tried saving it, using a pink file to guide it into the living room where it would have
1) more space to fly about
2) no one to bug it (ie me)

but nooooooooooo..it REFUSED to fly into the living room.
it just insisted on flying behind the file towards me, instead of flying forwards into the living room. moths don't really think now, do they?

so after a good 20 minutes or so running around in circles (i was sweaty already!!), i decided to just take the easy way out and kill it with ridsect. -_-

RIP moth

broken hiatus

first of all, i really really feel that i should perhaps write something about actor heath ledger whom passed away 2-3 days ago due to murder drug overdose.

there have been loadsa speculations, but i suppose no one can really say until the results for the autopsy comes out.

but the thing about heath ledger that really stood out to me, was that he was BLOODY YOUNG!
you've seen him in 10 things i hate about you as that obnoxious guy who sings "i love you, baby" on the stadium benches, in casanova as the "sex-god-of-all-times", in brokeback mountain as "mr gay", and many many more.

i was never quite a HUGE fan, but i was just someone who was interested in what he could/would come up with next. i saw him as someone who'd produce many more movies and would be around the movie industry for a long while. same as johnny depp, leonardo dicaprio, rachel mcadams, ladidadida. they're just so young and so full of life, you'd think they'd live til the end of time, continuously producing movies and blockbusters. you kinda have a subconscious perception that they'd be around for-like...EVER! (although of course, everyone has to soon commit/admit to their defeat in the hands of d-e-a-t-h)

but the great thing about heath ledger, was that his name was enough to create a curiosity for the movie that he recently starred in. his name alone would make you wonder and WANT to watch the movie released. i for one, have a habit of pre-rating a movie before i even watch it. and of course, i base this pre-rating on the actors/actresses in it.

johnny depp? cool. must watch.
leonardo dicaprio? mmmmmmmmmmmm
jake gyllaenhal? uh try lah. see what happens. (i thought he was crap in rendition by the way..)
heath ledger? ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo should be goooooodddddd

so that's what i thought about heath ledger.
he's highly rated on my pre-movie rating.
and to have him not on my list anymore....is a shocker indeed.
heath ledger is someone whom you remember deep deep down somewhere, although you don't think of him everyday/month/year.
he's one of those.."presence" ppl.
heck, i'm writing this post only because i felt like he needed a tribute or something on my blog!!

and it seems like EVERYONE LOVES HIM!

having exchanged words and what-not with a few friends, they were all as shocked and upset as i was!

and i'm pretty sure that plenty of ppl around the globe would have vowed to re-watch his old movies of the day just to relive the memory of him. i think i shall as well.

"WHAT TO DOOOOOOO??" i wailed to my dad just yesterday, and i really felt lke crying.
and he just looked at me speechless.

god bless heath ledger and may he rest in peace.